Monday, March 18, 2013

of depression and loneliness

Depression is a cancer that eats away your soul until there is nothing left inside you except a gigantic empty hole. Loneliness is the fuel that keeps the fire going until one day you don't wake up in the morning.
Suicidal thoughts come from the devil who sits beside you in your empty room when you wake up in your empty bed. He tells you how you will always be alone until the end and if there is no one to tell you he is wrong he sometimes wins.
A long time ago he told me i would die alone. As it turns out he wasn't wrong. You can fight your demons as long as you have the strength to win, but they always win in the end.